Groanings

How is it that those of us who follow Christ struggle so at times? Isn't it supposed to be just the opposite? Do we not, in accepting the love of God through Christ's sacrifice on our behalf understand that forgiveness brings a freedom of spirit that is supposed to bring constant joy?

The problem with this is that we are still human with all the weaknesses, neurotic tendency's, fears and the pantheon of other emotions that make it so difficult to completely accept that which we cannot see or touch. This is especially true for those of us in the United States. We are so literal and require so much proof that we constantly question everything. Now, this in itself is not a bad thing but when that need for proof blocks our ability to accept wonder and the awe that comes from experiencing the healing that comes from reaching inside to find the grace that is given by God via the Holy Spirit we have a problem.

I do not have the answer to this situation. I struggle with it on a regular basis and and seeking answers. The questions are often daunting: God, how could you really love ME? Will I ever be able to get back my weakness and sin to become holy? How can I live out the life you are calling me too when I feel so inadequate? and on and on.

One of the things I hope to do with this blog is to begin to gather others with similar questions and perhaps together we can come up with prayerful answers so that all of us can experience the love of God that He so much wants to give us.

Peace